I did it. I finally finished my Shameful Bookfest.

After determining there was no way I could possibly finish M.T. Anderson's The Astonishing Life of Octavian Nothing, Traitor to the Nation, Vol. 1: The Pox Party (greatest. title. ever.) by the end of my May deadline, the partially-read novel . . . well, languished on my nightstand.

After all, there were adventure-romances about people with multicolored eyes and a special talent for butt-kicking that required my immediate attention:


Not to mention a serious and uncontrollable desire to reread Meg Cabot's entire Princess Diaries series. (I love those books so much, you guys, it makes me want to carve Mia + Michael = 4EVA into trees.)

And I had to join the Sarah Dessen Challenge.

So surely you can understand why a large and imposing novel about the horrors of slavery got a little buried for awhile. Right? Right. Which brings me to my first confession:

I almost returned this book to the library without finishing it, like, a dozen times.

Because here's the thing about
Octavian — it's difficult.

Though The Book Thief was more difficult for me emotionally, Octavian is just plain HARD. And there is a tiny (embarrassing) part of me that does not like hard things. This part is much happier when it's sipping sparkling blueberry juice, painting its fingernails glittery red, and re-reading The Princess Bride for the dozenth time.

[Side note: If you love the film The Princess Bride and have yet to read the novel, you MUST. I joke about it, because it's a fun and easy read, but it's also completely and utterly brilliant and filled with commentary that is VERY, VERY FUNNY, especially if you just-so-happened to be an English major.]

So, naturally, this part of me wasn't thrilled to pick back up something that it knew was written in a challenging style (pseudo-18th century, classically educated, and smacking of Reason). This part really wanted to shove Octavian in the library drop-box and get back to the love stories.

But this part also knew that the whole point of my Shameful Bookfest was to read novels that were shaming me professionally. Books that I believed were important to be familiar with as a young adult novelist. And I knew if I returned Octavian, my guilt at NOT having read it would only grow.

And I also knew that the longer it sat on my nightstand, the more likely I'd have to re-read those first forty pages. Plus, it was overdue.

These, therefore, were my motivating factors: Guilt, Dread, and Thrift.

I have never claimed to be a role model.

Now, a quick catchup for those of you unfamiliar with the plot. It's set during the start of the American Revolution, and it's about a black teenager (Octavian) who has been raised in the house of a group of scientists and philosophers who call themselves The Novanglian College of Lucidity. These are men who believe in reasoning so strongly that they no longer see actual reason. And they have kept Octavian in their house as an experiment to prove that people of African decent are lesser than people of European decent.

Yes. We're talking about a Serious and Depressing Subject Matter. Which brings me to my second confession:

Until the last hour of reading, I had no plans whatsoever to read Volume Two.

I clearly saw that this was Well-Written, Respectable, and Important, but I also thought enough was enough.


Until I reached the climax, and discovered I was wrong. This book is about slavery in any time period. Like, right now. It's about human rights, freedom, and the true meaning of the word "liberty" (particularly as it relates to our often misguided representations of history).

This book is flat-out monumental.

And I'm definitely reading Volume Two.

Though I still find it hard to say, "Yes yes yes. You MUST all read this novel," because, yeah, it's not fun. And, for me at least, I still believe the primary function of a novel is entertainment. (I DO believe novels should teach us things, but I believe that this capacity is best served in a way that's not, well, boring. Or preachy. Not that this book is either, but it's not exactly a rollicking good time.)

But, having said that . . . yeah. It is worth the effort.

And you should read it.


  1. A few years ago we tried to do the road trip thing and listen to the book in the car. We didn't even make it past the first five minutes with that narrator! Now every time I try to READ it, I hear that annoying guy's voice in my head. BLEARRGHGH

  2. Anonymous9:55 PM GMT-5

    Way to go!

    ...Once upon a time, I checked Octavian Nothing out, and I did not finish it. But it probably shouldn't be read during a school year when I have plenty of other Serious Books to read.

    Again: Yay you!

  3. I have that Anderson book still sitting on my shelf. I keep passing it by to read something else. I will get to it eventually, but this week I have "Don't Judge a Girl by her Cover" and "along for the ride" at least. Graceling looks really good. I'm going to have to check that one out. I totally adored The Book Thief, but I'm with you that it takes a lot out of you emotionally. I had to read some fun stuff after. I'm still reading fun stuff. Maybe my next serious thing can be Octavian Nothing.

  4. I... um... haven't read it either. But the cover of my Princess Bride book just fell off.

  5. I am struggling my way through The Book Thief.....difficult reading for me.

    Octavian Nothing.....hmmm....kind of feel like I should read it....will put it in the queue....but there are lots of other books I feel guiltier about not having read. (I canNOT divulge the titles.....waaaaayyy more embarrassing than your list)


  6. Lexi — Ohhhh, a bad audio narrator can RUIN a book! I feel your pain.

    Bookduck — Woo hoo! Thanks!! (And I totally 100% would have returned Octavian too, were it not for the guilt.)

    Lotus — I am getting paranoid that some of you lovely bloggers will pick up Octavian and read the first few chapters and NEVER TRUST ANYTHING I SAY EVER AGAIN ;)

    Carrie — AWESOME.

    Shelley — The Book Thief IS difficult. I spent waaaay more time with it than I do on most novels. Reading it gives you license to push Octavian far (FAR) down on your guilty-must-read list! :)

  7. I so identify with not wanting the hard but instead the would-rathers...and I like all your would-rathers. :)

    Thanks for the book recommendation. The Princess Bride is one of my very favorites!

  8. I've never thought of reading The Princess Bride - what a great idea! Especially if it will tickle my inner English major.

    I'm trying to read JELLICOE ROAD right now. I've been assured it's amazing, so I'll keep going. If not for the universal praise, I might have given up by now.


  9. I agree with you completely about Octavian Nothing. Truly one of the most astounding books I've ever read--and I absolutely cannot get it out of my head. I think about it all the time on so many different levels.

    Yes. Everyone should go and read it. And, I think I'm just about ready for the second volume.


  10. Huh. I tried Octavian Nothing when it came out; read about a hundred pages and stopped. I've never felt moved to pick it back up, and your review . . . well, it still doesn't really move me. I'm sort of curious . . . but, you know.

    (And yes, Princess Bride = awesome!)

  11. Enjoying your blog here and comments over on Natalie's blog about "rules". Good for you. Cheers

  12. I'm also a Princess Bride addict.

    I began reading Octavian Nothing a while ago, but I couldn't get into it. If the end is as good as you say, I might have to delve into it again.

  13. Thank you, BJW! I enjoyed Natalie's post (and the comments) too. And thanks for visiting my blog!